still standing

[730am]
hi.
i caught the 640am train this morning. this means i get to leave work 30 minutes earlier today which in turn should put me in a good mood.
but i ’m not in a good mood. it’s quite difficult when several people around me are laid off or voluntarily departing, devalued, somehow.
i wonder how long this climate at work will last.

[1240pm]
my dad had dinner over my house last night. he shared some good news. i would've been absolutely delighted for his sudden elation except any news from my parents right now cannot offer enough consolation.
anyway, change topic.
my mood has shifted. i was blessed with a free lunch- lasagna! also, i’ve caught up with my backlog @ work and i am looking forward to snowboarding in lake tahoe this weekend. ahehe. yesyes. i will take pictures.

[500pm]
heading home humming my favorite song..


I ’m Still Standing
You gave me courage to believe
That all Your goodness I would see
And if it had not been for You standing on my side
Where would I be
If not for your goodness
If not for your grace
I don’t know where I would be today
If not for your kindness
I never could say
I’m still standing
If not for your mercy
If not for your Love
I most likely would have given up
If not for your favor
I never could say
I’m still standing
But by the grace of God